Out of the Mouths of Moms

Sometimes...don't you just hear just what you need to hear as you talk to your kids? Or your dogs?

There are several examples, but the other day, my littlest dog was yapping up a storm. She had water, food, and a treat...I think she just needed to be put to bed, so she could feel safe. (She is a retired breeder dog, never properly loved or socialized and has some related issues.)

"Angel, you have everything you need! Why are you fussing?"

I admit it. My own words apply to me. As I have shared in past entries, I am really praying about a way to bring in some income. At times, I am sure the Lord feels I am fussing about it. My own words caused me to stop and quiet my heart a little. We DO have everything we need. Why am I getting agitated, instead of peacefully and enthusiastically looking for the answer?

We DO need to rebuild a bit...I DO see some valid needs that some additional income would address. I DO want to serve my family with the strength and health the Lord has granted me. Yet, I am challenged by my own words, especially as I consider some of my own blogged words a couple of entries ago: part of healing is enjoying life.

Thus, my goal and what is on my heart: To stop fussing...to embrace the safety and met needs the Lord has provided...and, happily and joyfully and with excitement--not agitation--continue to explore my options. And the Lord does seem to be presenting some possibilities...but I am holding my tongue for now--which may be part of my "unhealth", but I will save my timidity and self-consciousness for another blog! But, hopefully, in the process, until I find the courage to blog about it, I will regain some ground toward joyfully problem-solving!