Integrating "Then" and "Now"

I think post-cancer life is so interesting. After a year of dealing with a cancer diagnosis, surgeries, etc., it is essentially all done. Finished! Yet, as you have often heard me say, I don't want to forget the lessons I have learned!

The challenge? To remember, but be living and learning NEW lessons NOW. To apply the lessons of last year to today's circumstances. I realized this in a Bible study I am in now, where I have heard myself comment on scripture or concepts that have been so very important to me during my cancer journey. I think that's okay...it will always be a part of who I am...but...I need to be dealing with today's challenges and finding the same strength and relevance as I did last year.

I am glad to say that it seems like "awareness is the key", at least this week! I just don't want to stagnate, nor do I want to develop into a person who "always talks about her cancer"!

The point is: God is alive and active in my challenges today, and His love and support of me has not changed. It may not be as intense as last year, but it is still true. If I look for Him, seek Him, and really "see" the dynamics and amazing people and growth in my family and myself, I don't think I will be disappointed! God didn't heal me from cancer to stay there, so I need to try my best not to!